I will try my best to stay on this.

I'm a pretty persistent person but I also get super lazy, however, I will do my best to stay on this. Alot has happened to me since high school started, I've fallen for all the wrong people, who weren't wiling to catch me as I fell for them. Things do happen for a reason so I guess I just keep learning from my mistakes. But am I really learning? I seem to make the same mistakes over and over. Am I just saying this because I am trying to make myself feel better? I lie to myself in order to smile, people seem to bring me down, but i cannot let them bring me down.